Tough choices in life? More like, I’m stubborn.

祝你生日快乐。希望你永远的幸福，开开心心的生活。

我也会永远的祝福你！

Dear Concealed Devotion,

I seriously need to lose weight. Can you help me? hehe

Photo wonders.

If I’m slimmer & I had a surgery for my eyes. (:

Studying the menu like there’s a huge exam later on.

Wow by Corn Salad. Heheh

Grilled Garlic Butter Mussels

Cheese Fries (Her favourite)

My Manhattan Flaming Platter

Cathy’s Grilled Salmon

And our dessert, Manhattan Mudpie!

“Hey, this is cute. I’m cute!” LOL. Self compliment.

Happy with all the food in front of her. (:

Met up for dinner with Cathy at Plaza Singapura’s Manhattan Fish Market.

I told her about my life at lowest moments, when Naz came into my life.

You know when I talked about these studfs, I would try my best to hold back my tears or the feelings of a little hurt within me. But still, I have to share with her my story, just to let her know or understand a different way to see things , to live life in a different way.

I want to let her know its time to move on and throw everything away but not to forget. The past is for us to learn.

My story is shared. Lesson taught &  learnt. Taking one step at a time.  Theres no need to rush.

Everything will get better in time.  & Yes, all we need is time. The time will heal everything if you allow that.

Ultimately, you’re the only person who can heal yourself.

9/11, America was attacked, world trade centre collapsed.  Thousands died and many unidentified still.

And today,  this very day.  I asked the younger generations, like myself and my little brother to remember this important day.

We shared the grieves of the people who lost their love ones,  fellow citizens, friends or colleagues,  anyone. I may not be an American, but I’m too, a human with flesh and blood.  We’re of the same kind.

I didnt and I won’t celebrate the death of anyone who died during this war or even the mastermind who started it. They had gotten the karma they brought upon themselves.

We forgive but we don’t forget.  People who died, or sacrified to protect all the other people will always be remembered.  Prayers will be heard & May they rest in peace.

For America standing strong today still, it gives me a sense of protection. Make me feel secure and safe.

May the war ends soon for there would be world peace.

Epic moment.  Worst of our lives.  At least to me,  my sister and brother.  Just the three of us. 

2 hours of exercise.  Meet all aspects of exercising, cardio, stretching… lots of jumping,  running and stretching. 

Guess what?  It is all because of a fucking huge FLYING COCKROACH!! Seriously,  for two hours, we were screaming,  rubbing in and out of our room. 

We had to find it.  We must and we need to find it.  If not,  there will never be peace. 

It was flying all around.  Hid in every places that we can’t really see.  And then it appeared suddenly and we screamed.  But we must not fear as we need to know why it lands next. 

Seriously we screamed like a million times but no one came to our rescue. I wonder if we were rob or someone assaulting us,  no one cares.  No one will know. Omg.
But anyway,  thanks to my brave little brother,  he caught it with a tupperware.  He push it so hard to the wall that it was soooo distorted and that it’s filers came out.  It tried to squeeze its way out.  It fucking disgusting!!

So what we do next is to use tapes to tape ard it.  All around it! We hope it could suffocates it. 

Its position is so weird even when the bygon is back home,  we can’t do anything.  Omg.  I can’t even sleep in my room for the night.  ):

Any brave one wanna help me with it?

Ps: this day is worse than losing a relationship.

And nope. I didn’t get an Iphone. I got myself a Samsung Galaxy S2!

And soo… there’re a few people started to scold me.. blah blah blah.. Why I didn’t get Iphone instead.. Why Samsung.. Blah blah blah.

Enough of that. 8 out of 10 people out there are holding Iphone. It’s soooo damn common right now. And I don’t like that.

So what if I’m the only odd one out. So what I didn’t get a ‘fruit’ phone. I don’t give a damn. And why should you?

Believe it or not. I will not regret my decision.

And thanks to Aunty Cherie, we got the luxury that we could never have in this period of our lives.

We get to spend a few nights in those newly built hotels like Hotel Michael, Hard Rock Hotel and also MBS. We get to go USS for free. And did I mention… My sis and I got free annual pass for USS? All thanks to Aunty Cherie.

Also, when we went for a trip at Bangkok.. She was there too. Because of her and her husband, we really saved a lot and we get to eat luxurious meals. When I say luxurious meals, I meant really expensive. And we get to go places where we would never go by ourselves. Thank you, Aunty Cherie.

And even more, she bought a Ipad for my mom. And and… she really treat us very good.. really good.

Well, on the other hand, my mom is working for her, has to work for her. Might be stressful but benefits are uncountable.

So Mommy.. JIAYOU okay?

LOVE YOU!